So...in an effort to understand myself better and to understand who I am to others, I am on this journey of exploration.
My method of transportation on this journey - writing.
I find my way through my writing.
I heal through my writing.
I understand, I resolve, I learn, I grow, I forgive...through my writing - my vehicle to self-awareness.
For as long as I can recall, I have written, poured myself into words.
Word after word, page after page - each seeking something from the experience.
So armed with my pen or my keyboard, I am a seeker again - broken with heartache, exhausted from misunderstanding and bewildered by exactly where I find me now...so far from where I was just weeks ago.
Thus is the conundrum of life and love.