The change is something I have been working toward for about a year now...maybe longer if I hyper-analyzed every minute action of the last two or so years but I don't have that kind of time.
I would freeze in place if I gave too much thought to the details, to the long run and how I might fair financially, emotionally, mentally, so I suppose it's best to stay right here, in the moment of initiation and then, I shall step into the next...figuring it out as I go, rather than succumbing to phantom problems or obstacles.
I realize that I don't have to have all the answers in order to lay claim to the life I want because even if I continued to sit in this spot, not daring to break free, I wouldn't know all the answers anyway.
So I dare.
And at 34, I'm taking my life off auto-pilot.